Is that even a word? Well I don't care if it isn't because I can't hardly believe that in my last post ( rant - whatever) I totally forgot one of the things people say that like totally sends me totally over the total edge. Like totally. Like "TOTALLY" is so totally overused I am totally over it. Completely and totally. But - that's not the one. The one is....
"I need to axe you a question" Axe? Axe? AXE? An AXE is an implement used for chopping. It is NOT the word that means "to inquire"...that word is ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSK. "A" ( as in CAT) "ESSSS" as in SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS - "CK " as in "Crackle". Please people for the love of all that is Holy - STOP saying Axe. You are going to force me to find an AXE and do something that I can't take back. Really. I don't want to - so STOP IT.
I don't know if I'm cranky, or just testy, or if people are just rude or what. But truthfully it feels like every person who is involved in my life - whether it's in a big way or a tiny way - has a mission. That mission is to make me feel like a moron. I don't understand it. I try to make the people in my life feel loved, and appreciated, and important and....like totally awesome, dude. ( Couldn't help it. Sorry. ) But it seems that people don't really want to return the favor. They want to do everything they can to make me feel small, and stupid, and insignificant and unimportant. I don't really know what to do about this. Suffering in silence clearly has gotten me nowhere. Therapy helps, but obviously it isn't helping a lot or I wouldn't be complaining about it. And it isn't just me - the people around me are cranky. I have seen the side of some people today that I would rather not have seen. I have seen some true colors, and frankly - I'm not amused - or impressed.
I am irritated. There. That is all.
Oh and my sweet granddaughter started kindergarten today. Time sure is flying by.
Okay. Now THAT is all.
Yep- it is.