When I started this I was going to be really good about writing daily - and about posting in a really timely fashion - and I was going to never miss more than a day or -two tops.
But the mess that is my life is getting so out of control I can't even think.
People that I thought were my friends are clearly not my friend. People that I thought would never ever in a million years do something hurtful to me have stabbed me in the heart. People that I thought could NOT care less are proving to be the ones I can absolutely count on.
Up is down.
In is out.
Black is White.
Sane is Crazy.
I am trying to wrap my head around the mess but the truth is - I'm hanging on by my fingernails. Barely.